the smell of rain lingered
cold wind grazed my cheeks
i looked down and saw
puddles of the sky
i looked down and saw
my face
it sickened me
i can’t look
but it kept staring at me
with desolated eyes
rotten to the core
disgusting
everywhere i look
there i am
so i ran
i ran as fast as i can
i slipped
i fell, face down
in front of me i saw
my face
it kept staring at me
with desolated eyes
i can’t get rid of it
is that really me?
i started to cry
my hands, my knees really hurt
i cried, and cried until
i started to laugh
i laughed, and laughed until
i started to feel tears running down my cheeks
when did i
start looking like that?