Shi

he held my hand
the first night
and stared at me with eyes
like a starless evening sky

he embraced me
like i’m special
i never felt warm, strangely
he was so cold but he never let me go

he shoved my back against a wall
with a sinister smile
i tried to fight
but his touch overpowered me

he kissed me
starting on my neck
i tried to scream
but it moved on to my lips

i never knew
that someone would hold me
that someone would love me
that death could be so sweet