i’ve always been proud
i’ve always been proud of you
i’ve always been the one chasing
i’ve always been the one chasing after you
did you know?
well, i guess not
how would you even know?
you’re so high up you can’t even see me
to be honest, i don’t even remember the last time i felt proud of myself
if i even felt it
yet, it’s nice to think that someone out there is proud of you
if there is even someone
now that i’ve realized
i’ve always wanted for you to notice me
i’ve always wanted for you to be proud of me
now now, calm down that’s just selfish
you don’t even have something to be proud of
how can you even demand such things?
that’s why she left you
you deserved it. Failure.
I guess you’re right
maybe i’ve been yearning for your support all this time
because i’ve always been afraid of the fact that you’ll leave me
so now i’m lost, don’t know where to go. Pathetic.